A Thought Out Mess

by Eston & the Outs

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Written and Recorded by Eston Dickinson, at his home in Raleigh, NC; Spring & Summer 2016.

This album is poorly mixed, unmastered & sprinkled with charming musical anomalies with full intention. I love to write & record songs, I cannot help it; can't turn it off! It is my Temple.

This Album is completely free, and every person that downloads it will receive a different Super Secret Bonus Song (No 2 downloaders will receive the same song!). I want my music to reach as many as possible, not for money or popularity; I realized a long time ago that would never be the case no matter. I enjoy the Quiet Joys in life which including the random Facebook message or email from a random fan expressing their love for my music. whether they are the Indy Weekly, a blogger in Soyez, Spain, or 14 year old in Maryland.

I love my Fans & Friends, I hope y'all Enjoy!

XO
~E

~FREE DOWNLOAD, HAPPY LABOR DAY 2016~

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released September 5, 2016

See Individual Tracks~

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Track Name: Giving It Up Now
(Verse 1)
Little fan, little world; So bright when you ride that curl, & then ya
Take her home & life is nice, before the strains of your own device,
Oh not another Love Song, I’ve Givin’ them up now!
No, I couldn’t take ‘em no more, (Givin’ it up now!)

(Verse 2)
Bright lights got lots of taste, Lots of love lots of time to waste,
A honey girl stuck on your arm, taking meds from the funny farm
Oh not another Love Song, I’ve Givin’ them up now!
I couldn’t take them no more, (Givin’ it up now!)


(Verse 3)
Life can be a cup of tea, Life can be a cemetery
I suppose I like to think, I’m a little bit both of it
I can breathe & I can taste, When my life’s not a total waste
Play life like a game of chess, Win it all in a thought out mess

But no not another love song, I’ve Givin’ them up now
Oh, I can’t fake ‘em no more, Givin’ it up now
But no not another love song, I’ve Givin’ them up now
Oh, I can’t fake ‘em no more, Givin’ it up now
Track Name: Are We Unlucky?
(Verse 1)
When you often cross my mind, now I have dug a mine
Just deep enough so I can keep you within sight.
'Cause maybe baby Time is Never on Our Side,
You know that old song lied, when they sang otherwise~

(Verse 2)
Then there seldom are those times, He deals it out just right
Our hands paint pretty lines, the peak on which we dive.
So in this course of life, if you should cross my mind
Now I can swing right by & please the Gods divine.
Are We Unlucky?
Or just a love buoy, drifting sea to sea?


(Chorus 1)
Should you hear a vacant sound, it’s just my mood melting down
It’s nothing new, it will do to keep my soul in line,
Parlez vous, maybe soon I will learn to savior life.

(Verse 3)
When you often cross my mind, now I have dug a mine
Just deep enough so I can keep you within sight.
'Cause maybe baby Time is Never on Our Side,
You know that old song lied, when they sang otherwise~
Are We Unlucky? ~


(Chorus 2)
Should you hear a vacant sound, it’s just my mood melting down
It’s nothing new, it will do to keep my soul in line,
Parlez vous, maybe soon I will learn to savior life.
Track Name: Oh the Joy
(Verse 1)
Ma Donna Prima, I taped your speech
But I’ll hear no further words from thee,
You attract your flatters & dearies that blind you’re feed,
After all we fall, learn a lesson but pray don’t stall

(Verse 2)
Hello you Thought Boy, I once was you
You laugh, but time’s elude is true,
Enjoy the new world, & exploits within your reach,
Just learn to crawl!


(Chorus 1)
Now my days lay beds of roses, Oh the joys keep pouring on
Keep my mind out of the mire, & all the streets below the light

(Verse 3)
Hello my dear void, I’ve tamed your hold
So you’ll get no further pain from me,
I walk through shadows & notions beyond (all) belief,
There’s none too far, I’ve got the gift after all due cause,
Crawl!

(Chorus 2)
Now my days lay beds of roses, Oh the joys keep pouring on
Keep my mind out of the mire, & all the streets below the light
Track Name: Honey So Sunny
(Verse 1)
Shuffle my feet crossing the streets,
I don't mind to piss time into life's stream.
But no not today as I have arraigned,
Out of the blue a visit Hope paid.
Little 'ole Me tossed in this sea,
Yet washed up on shores of wondrous reach.
I don't feel alone the world ain't so cold,
I believe peace is within our...

(Chorus)
Learn to feel pleas of thieves & whores,
'Cause we don't all get our stories told.
Then the people who rub you sore,
but most of us all are a bore.
So I thank the Lord, He sprinkled in scores
Sunny Days, Honey Rains
& Yummy moments of pleasure & pain.
Track Name: When I'm Blue (I Hope You Are Too!)
(Verse 1)
Spring is soon but the April cold still looms largely,
Another tune in a minor key consumes me,
Here I am slipping, quipping, sitting days away
Here it ends, bottom Thames in the mud & clay,
Life resumes (dumb) despite the Blacks & Blues-ing~
(Refrain)
To tell you the truth, When I’m Blue
(I hope you are my darling too!)
You knew the fool that you were screwing,
(I’m loving every day without you!)

(Verse 2)
Autumn dims with the softer afternoons, Leafing
And yet the Golden days pass through as Blue,
Another year, bedding tears, flushing time in drains,
The getting old & feeling cold slipping time away,
But Life resumes despite Blacks & Blues~


(Part C)
So when you’ve tried multiple times,
Any count has wrapped up in vines,
Yet all roads are laid, leading away
(So go ahead & hot the pavement post haste!)
Track Name: Ms. Somersaults
(Verse 1)
"We'll meet at the falls, sunrise-perfect start to a day",
She winked & walked off, turning back, blew me a kiss & a wave,
My mind somersaults, my heart beats like a bass drum in vain,
In dreams had I thought, this babe, would give me a time of day.

(Refrain 1)



(Verse 2)
I showed up at dawn, anxious, prepared my part for the play,
My heart sank apart, no soul, other than my sullen face,
Appeared within call, my visions of love were erased,
“What had I done wrong?” Mind raced, emotional lobotomy.
Track Name: Simply, the Only Woman
Simply, the Only Woman~
Track Name: If I Love You
(Chorus)
If I love you, You won’t be blue – It’s true!
Darling sunshine will rain on you,
Entangled lives like X and Y, Darling
I’ve got no time to argue with you.

(Verse 1)
One inside, One outside, Joy keeps the boys running
Coming like a landslide.
So down the lanes & by the plains,
Guys line up to play her little game.

(Pre Chorus)
And they all know they’re wasting time,
‘Cause Joy don’t pay them but a dime.
(Chorus)
If I love you, You won’t be blue – It’s true!
Darling sunshine will rain on you,
Entangled lives like X and Y, Darling
you’ve got no miles or meals to lose.

(Verse 2)
She likes to spend her weeks, touring easy street
Funny, everybody’s eager to agree {No?}
Perhaps they think it’s nice, never mind the lice
I’ve done it thrice: the rolling, tolling dice down

(Bridge)

~Unfinished Lyrics~

(Chorus)
If I love you, You won’t be blue – It’s true!
Darling sunshine will rain on you,
Entangled lives like X and Y, Darling
I’ve got no time to argue with you
Track Name: Chamber Popcorn
Inside me all this waiting round, never suited this sick bird anyhow
And all the moments splashing by, just end up vape up in the sky
I try to relax & no avail, just munching popcorn in my chair
Looking nervously around, thinking up songs with sound by sounds
Track Name: Our Glass
No need for keys, pathways are freed
Doors swing easy you see
We were not pleased, and grew other dreams
That was just fine with me
Time slides with ease, grains that won’t freeze
We only get so much of these
Grasping the seeds, has no meaning
Make sure to breathe & ease into peace
Track Name: ***My Best Heard Song (Secret Song #24)
(Verse 1)
Oh my best heard song it’s been so long since I last held you in my arms,
Steer your course to my embrace it’s not too late to repaint walls we disgraced,
To destroy the part of me wrapped up in eternity of slowing drain,
Lending thought to future time another rhyme fixed in time help stars align~
(Chorus)
And when we’re made I plan to be there waiting for it, Invading Coup, I thought I knew, Anyways
And in the end I wanna be there standing laughing, at all the truths I thought were new, Anyways~

(Verse 2)
I won’t let you suffocate like all my late blooms burned by hate did for so long,
The chance for fame has gone for sure so say no more, the insecure can do no harm,
So here we go for one more time another line scribbled in time holds stars align,
Defining delicate I’ll sing and slay you with new fit bits of old wrongs~
(Chorus)
And when we’re made I plan to be there waiting for it, Invading Coup, I thought I knew, Anyways
And in the end I wanna be there standing laughing, at all the truths I thought were new, Anyways~
~Oh my best heard song it’s been so long since I last held you in my arms~